RANDOMNESS

Freedom to preach>Freedom of speech.
Follow ur own path!!

I have an internal timer in social situations; some unknown amount of time passes and suddenly, I feel the overwhelming urge to be alone and any time someone touches me I want to cry. Some people thrive off of company, but it drains me.

(Source: topographe, via teachingliteracy)

I’m sick and tired of the games you played
Every move I make your ass got something to say
Scandalize my name when you see it in the paper
Trying to turn it all around when it wasn’t that way
Everybody is trying to figure me out
What the hell is wrong with y’all just let me live my life
I can’t go one day without y’all in my face
Y’all done lost y’all minds if you don’t hear what I say
Cops chase me when I’m standing still
You know I ain’t done shit wrong so why you want me in your cell
You don’t like my songs well it pays the bills
And you cut me down cuz I keep it real
Sometimes I wanna fly far away from here
To another place it ain’t worth these tears
Sometimes at night when I close my eyes
I know the haters are busy making up hater lies
Sometimes I laugh trying to keep from crying
If I was plain out of love then tell me who could I trust
See I work so hard just to get ahead
If it wasn’t for God I’d probably be dead
Sometimes I think y’all trying to pull me down
But y’all wasting your time I got you haters figured out
If yo had your way it’d be lock and key
Everywhere I go trouble follows me
Where the hell is my father shit it hurts sometimes
There’s a hole in me and it rocks my mind

Forgive me father for I have sinned
When was your last confession

His true fears he left without a care
And that was more than I could bare
When you need my help I never tell you no
When I need your love you got somewhere to go
I’m getting sick of this shit but I’m not gonna quit
I’ve come too far gotta keep my pockets thick
I get mad as hell but that’s ok
Kick off these shoes cuz I’m here to stay
I gotta let you know got no time to play
So feel me and all that you hear me say
What I’m building up you can’t tear it down
Cuz it’s built on solid Rockland ground
We don’t die, we multiply, hit after hit, living platinum style
Keep my head up high, looking toward the sky
Nothing inmy view, hey I can fly
Y’all just hate, I can’t take no more
And if you feel me raise your hand and show

This is what I feel, ooh, this is what I feel
Feel me, feel me, feel me, hey, hey feel, woo
Westside tell me can you feel me, hey, oh
Eastside tell me can you feel me, whoa, oh south
Southside tell me can you feel me
Feel me, feel me

(Source: Spotify)

Aries: a knife, lots of stab wounds, especially ones in the face- most likely a rage kill. After they were done stabbing you, they'd start ripping you limb from limb, even if you were already dead.
Taurus: Their bare hands, and they'd strangle you to death. They'd stare into your eyes intensely as they suffocated you to death, maybe even adding in a few dramatic "I got you in the end, you know." phrases while doing it.
Gemini: It all depends on what is convenient for them to use as a murder weapon- they're clever, so they'd figure it out quickly. Most cannibals are Geminis, so they'd probably eat you afterwards. If you really fucked them over, maybe they'd cut off your hands and watch you bleed to death, probably laughing while doing it.
Cancer: They'd take you to the beach and find a secluded area only to tie you to a boulder in the shallows of the beach and watch the tide slowly drown you and sea creatures start to pick at your helpless/crying for help corpse.
Leo: They'd make a whole sport of it- they'd find a bunch of really sadistic, fucked up people on the black market and put you in a pit filled with big cats (especially lions), you'd here "let the games begin!" and a spotlight would come on the death pit as your torn to shreds.
Virgo: They'd make it look like an accident somehow. Regardless, no one would ever find out that they did it, because they'd cover their tracks well enough.
Libra: Similar to the virgo one, but they'd definitely pretend to be distraught by what happened, and mask that they were involved really well...but in order to get you back, they'd get your family, your friends, and other people you cared about to show THEM sympathy, and to be on their side.
Scorpio: Succinolcholine injection after chloroforming the person helpless. (sp? A horse tranquilizer that is extremely hard to detect and basically make the person POWERLESS to do ANYTHING except suffocate to death. It makes all muscles go soft.) and they'd talk to you about how powerless and helpless you were until you died.
Sagittarius: beating the shit out of someone until they were literally an unrecognizable bloody mass.
Capricorn: Shooting someone in the head, mafioso style. They'd want it to be quick and clean, and they'd have organized a team to cover for them, dump the body, and probably hired virgo to hide the evidence.
Aquarius: It'd either be something really strange, whacky, and off the wall, like killing someone in the middle of a play by planning to have a stage light dropped on them, or they'd make an example of you in front of a bunch of their "followers" which they'd most likely have if they were crazy enough to kill.
Pisces: They'd capture you and play surgeon, the whole time ranting and raving about "how it feels" to feel pain as intensely as the emotional pain that they feel. They'd make sure that the kill took a long time so that they had a captive audience for a long time- another reason they'd prolongue it is they'd enjoy being the predator instead of the victim for once.

It´s natural to want someone you love to do what you want, or what you think would be good for them, but you have to let everything happen to them. You can’t interfere with people you love any more than you’re supposed to interfere with people you don’t even know. And that’s hard…because you often feel like interfering -you want to be the one who makes the plans.

John Irving (via creatingaquietmind)

(Source: middlenameconfused, via creatingaquietmind)

Thoughts of a non believer: Daffodil

pdsn:

Your yellow skin,
your lovely nose sticks out like an angel’s wing
After god made you, he went and confessed his own sins
Your tender heart compelled him to fall and…your love, strong enough to cure man’s morbid souls, made it hard for him to sit and watch from his throne

You are the reason…

2 weeks ago - 1

(Source: teachingliteracy)

I learned the hard way that I cannot always count on others to respect my feelings, even if I respect theirs. Being a good person doesn’t guarantee that others will be good people, too. You only have control over yourself and how you choose to be as a person. As for others, you can only choose to accept them or walk away.

Unknown (via creatingaquietmind)

(Source: kari-shma, via teachingliteracy)

Thoughts of a non believer: "I" REMAIN NAMELESS

pdsn:

Where is it that we see our outer selves upon which we reflect? The image in the mirror doesn’t say much
The picture in the puddles starring back in our faces speak low volumes
And the self image in our mind is so confused and ambiguous, we try to forget

So where then lays the source of such…

3 weeks ago - 2

Frantic

pdsn:

I used to panic when I heard your voice
It used to feel as if my lungs would erupt like a volcano in love

The air would become too thick, and it suddenly became harder to breath
Yet it was an honor to live
For your presence reassured that life was worth it indeed

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